Christmas time !!

its christmas time~! hahahahahaha~! happy holiday all~ its da day of our saviour born~! Halleluyah~! Praise the Lord.. its time to forgive and togetherness~!

my 17th birthday

hey guys,

bru sekarang da time update blog,

hahaha, bout my 17th birthday,

okay lahr juga..

celebrate dgan family and friends ,

tp syg ne, c 'teddy' xdapat join..

tunggu hadiah sma dia sak tuee..

ermm ada ne 1 kawan abg,beli cake and teddy bear pink yang besar ..

sweet lahr juga tp sorry bro,

be honest sya anggap kaw mcam abang sak,

lucu jga cara dia dtang pg rumah, 

sudahlah flu and sore throat,

trpaksa jga turun p jmpa dia.

pendek kata okay lahr juga birthday kali ne cuma yang sedih abang sa 

yang 1 ne d kk.. setakat wish sak d hp..

Yang penting orang pertama c teddy~ hahaha

Pic untuk birthday kli ne nanti bru upload..

busy dey..

dats all~

december

December.. ohh december~!! U finally arrived! 

farewell november.. welcome december..

Hope everything goes well~

can't wait dii balik kmpung..

damn, totally miss cousin2 nehy..

hahaha~ 15 dec~!!!

Jeez!

kinda frust today .. 

makan hati dii.. 

Never mind though..

-still counting-

Past story..

Hey guys, how's your day?

Hope everyone in pink!

Kinda blue today, my flu getting worse and it even worse that i can't even feel my 

fingertip.. 

Hate falling sick because i had to eat plain porridge, my flu cause my taste bud "###" ..

Errggh.. can't taste anything..

Anyway, today i received another mail from my friend,

She want me to share about Love or Lust?

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alright then, so where should i start?

Love is an expression which scientifically all human being does need,

it also approved that Love proven occur in every living things..

Love is a big meaning and hard to express it yet we can felt it.

Love in other point is a feeling of to care and cherish , feeling needed and feeling to be care and 

hold.. Love to our family, friends and love one..

"Love" is a feeling that people in this present time, especially youth easily 

misunderstood the meaning of love and lust..

Lust means uncontrolled or illicit sexual desire or appetite..

Lets take an example, when you meet a lady which is very attractive and you admired her

because of her appearance, it is normal and no harm would been done but if you think of the 

lady in your mind or think a desire having her then its a different story though..

I'm not quite expert in these matter and i think this more in scientific and logic sense,

If you want to know how to differentiate between Love and Lust, 

honestly, i don't have the answer, its on you hand and its you yourself who can 

figure it out ..

People once say when you love someone, you can felt in the heart when they in trouble 

and when you love someone you would do everything just to be together..

So, i am sorry if i did not answer your quest, 

i have share what i know and now its all up to you ..

Hope my share will at least help you..

I will reply your mail and answer your other quest~!

p/s : God bless you all :)

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Life

Hey guys..

hope all in pink! 

Today one of my friend text me and want me to share with him about Life..

He always find me when he have a good news or bad..

Its good for him to share about his life..

He told me he found this sentence which keep on bother him, 

"PERFECT IS BEAUTIFUL"

well in my point of view, we all want to be perfect,

whether being perfect in front of their love one, family or in front of God's eyes..

No one being create perfect.. God create us equally same..

Maybe some would disagreed with my point..

Perfect isn't mean that you rich, you smart, beautiful, gorgeous and more..

Perfect means that we are good inside and out..

We does not have to be perfect or try to be one..

because in God eyes we always unique and precious..

Even twins are not same, even though that their physical appearance may look the same 

but their character aren't the same..

to be perfect is we accept our inability and our capability.,,

when we accept ourselves we would build self-confident and 

trust to ourselves.. if we keep on looking down to ourselves and assume people surround us are

more perfect than its ourselves who did not have faith and trust for our unique charater..

Many people try to be the best and actually if we truly know ourselves we would realize how amazing we are and how unique we are.. 

When people make laugh to you, just smile to them and told them off..

You are limited edition and one in a million..

To be perfect is to believe yourself and don't look down on your weakness as your inability 

but try to make it right, who knows maybe one day your inability makes you capable to do 

great things in your life :)

Don't try to be perfect but try to be simple because simple is perfect.

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ordinary day ..

Hey guys~

Hahaha.. finally got time to update my blog..

aiyaa bad time for me ow..

sick again.. aiyoo time2 exam lagi tue..

anyway, today i want to share to you all that my teddy will come back to

tawau~ which is this sunday ( 27 nov)..

can't wait to meet him~

hohoho..

My big bro edy come home, dexter!

He called me that he already arrived and that time i was like "WOW"

my best bro pulang suda..

rindu ne sama dia..

Hari ne dia datang rumah, sakit2 nehy turun p jumpa..

dia npak sak sa then cpat2 duduk sbelah, tnya khabar, amcam exam..

well, dia tau yang sa nehy lemah btul sama Math..

pantang kalau jumpa number,

hahaha..

Marah dia ne npak sa sakit..,

di sindir2 terus.. di ceramah tapi i glad he did it..

bila lagi maw kena free marah hahaha..

Then i try to told him bout "teddy'..

soon or later he would know it so better i told him earlier..,

he was shocked and say like this : " Hey athel, belajar dulu, exam 2 paper tu dulu kac fokus, tapi yang pnting budak tue baik and terima keadaan kaw.. Jgan senyum2, sya nasihat ne.." Then i reply: " alaa bro, dia okay bha and tolong dalam study.." He just smiled .. He saw all my medicine and play with it.. 

Then come my eldest brother, mahu jalan lagi dorang,. then dexter just told me to take care of my health and before he left, he mess up my hair and run .. haiyaa, ruin my hair..~

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Well, bout my teddy? Erm early in the morning he called me, he want to know whether i'm fine or not..

my bro, Ugendran also sick too alaa but he even more worse than me but lucky him got his precious girl to takecare of him..

"Teddy" quite busy today..huu but lucky he did't forgot to text me..

He and his friends macam biasa jalan2 d bandar..,

waa., because my condition still not so well, he want me to rest,

so i did as told.. Then suddenly my dearest friend, thompson text me, saying that he had problem and 

want to meet me on this sunday..

He is a good friend of mine, even though he's a guy but he know how to

appreciate a friend..

Then julian text me! My bestie~ Haha.. He know i was sick and barely able to speak or utter a word ..

he accompany me .. asking bout my study and health.. its a relieved having friend when we are in trouble..

anyway, back bout my teddy,  he and his friends at i-city.. don't know laa why he did't text me..

but it doesn't matter laa.. no big deal..

He just probably try to enjoy himself .. stress out..

Now i'm just counting down the day .. day that he would come back here and all would be just fine..

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dats all for today .. p/s: God bless you all :)